HEY HEY!! Hello to the people who visit, I hope everything is good with you because everything is great with me! I have a new job, well for the last month anyways, and it kicks ass. Working in a butcher shop is what I do and I love it because I have lots of people that are really cool and just nice people plus the fact that everyone loves me, well all the women anyways. I'm starting to save up some cash so I can move to the city (Saskatoon) and then everything will be awsome. I have met some really great people, mostly girls, which kicks ass! People like Lyndsi, Sunshine, Cathy, Rebecca and tons of other people. It has kust been a great time and I can't wait to see what else is going to happen in my new life in Saskatchewan. If anyone in Saskatoon would like to hang out on a weekend, living in Radisoon sucks! My MSN is lt_gusmortis@hotmail.com give me a messaging or an email to set something up, I'm just looking for people to met and chill with.

As for my family and friends back home. I do miss them and want to see them but there is no way I am moving back to BC I can't leave this province again, no matter what! I am anchored in the belief that this is where I belong. But still I can't help but to want to see them. I find myself thinking about what they would be doing at the very second I am thinking about them. I can see them in my head and what they usually do everyday. So my dad would be sitting in his chair watching tv, on the computer looking at some sick forward from one of his friends laughing his ass off or playing Call of Duty 2 VERY poorly! He sucks at video games but can for some reason manage to play on the hardest difficulty and still beat these games. My mom would be wathing tv with my dad, reading a book, playing solitaire on the computer (when my dad isn't on it) or in the kitchen making some of her legendary cuisine. My sister would more then likely be hanging out with Raven and Amber smoking weed and getting high, hanging out with the boys and getting high or more likely then not found some new boy toy and is getting high with him! You hear that THEa I gave you mention so quit your bitching! She had been complaining so I thought I would throw her a bone. My grandparents would be watching tv and having some beer or some wine which ever the mood suited and probable thinking about me and my cousin Mark win Australia doing mitionary work for his chruch.

Enough of the homesick sorry people sick don't miss the place just the people. But I am going to bed so I can work tomorrow night all!

Peace, LT. Gus Mortis

Been quite a week for me lost my job and shit that wasn't fun but freaking out on this stone cold bitch at work was fun. Haven't been into the city in awhile kind of feeling like going in and visiting a bar or two with the Chad, Qyn and Kim if she would like to come the more the merryer, plus the two of them have been busy with work, but the weekend approachs so that should offer up some crazyness. Been thinking alot of home surprisingly, it kind of sucks when that happens you fell like the only thing that while help you feel happy is to leave and go out on your own but then you just can't stop thinking about what you left behind. I would like to hear from someone going through the same thing right now. I could use some advice on how you are getting over it or coping with that want to go home. I am currently living more then a full days drive from my home town and I don't got a car or the money for a plane ticket to go back and it isn't like I want to stay there I just miss the people there and don't just want an emotionless email or a phone call I want to see them and hug them, if anyone got anything to say I would like to hear your opinions.     Peace

 So its been one month and I'm still here in Radisson, lost my ob back in BC maybe because I didn't show up for two weeks HA! I hated that job so much no one should ever have to work night shift EVER , hell i went through a nervous break down sbout 10 months in and left work only to colapse two blocks away from stress. However ever thing is good now that I have all the sky to let me feel not so closed in by the mountains in BC.

The grad was cool had to be an escort and the first ones out, kind of scared that I was gonna screw up but I managed not to until Evelyn took her last step up the stairs onto the stage caught her dress under her foot and almost took a spill but I manged to hold her hand up and recover for the both of us cause I'm sure that if she would of one over I would of taken a dive to make sure she wasn't the only person to go down.

The rest of the time has been good and I have been getting drunk quit a bit which is quite scary considering that I NEVER drink and it cancels the effects of my medication I have been having a good time but enough shit, I'm tired of typing. PEACE TO THE PEOPLE!